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Her.



BAOYI.


turned 17 on 18`o7.






Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Sometimes the goodbyes you want the most are the hardest;

Someone take a knife and kill me.
To think I was still afraid that history would repeat itself, I didn't dare to do anything.
Everyone told me that this time it is different, hence I slowly opened up.
But yet, now, today, at this point of time, history repeated itself.
My blood is like boiling. Exceeding 19384371718 degree celcius.
No amount of words can describe how angry and hurt I am.



`BAOYI :] ♥




Saturday, March 3, 2012

Sometimes the goodbyes you want the most are the hardest;

Received Chinese A level results today. Not something that I expected. I'm so disappointed in myself. Life is so unfair. My aunt just had to make it worst by saying that she always get A for Chinese. Hello? This is my first non-A result for Chinese too.

Did something stupid over the week. I should've have done it so I won't suffer now. I must've been possessed that day. Can't stop thinking about it. It's driving me crazy. I can't concentrate during lessons. I feel as though my body is there but my soul has long flew out of the window. No matter how much I rant, it's useless. What's done is done. No use regretting now. All I hope for now is a miracle to happen...



`BAOYI :] ♥




Monday, February 20, 2012

Sometimes the goodbyes you want the most are the hardest;

Don't even know what I'm going to school for.
It's like I know no matter how hard I study, I'll never get good results.
Up till now, I have no idea what econs is all about. Even with help, guidebooks and reading through the notes over and over again, I have no idea what it is about. Now that there is econs remmedial, I feel worst because even if I go, it's not going to help.
Feel so stupid every time when there is an econs test.
Honestly, I haven't passed econs before, not even class test.
You know the kind of feeling you have when everyone seems to be writing vigorously during the test and all you do is sit there and stare into space.
The frustrations and helplessness inside.
Sigh.
People kept on saying "don't give up, you'll be able to do it".
But c'mon, we have to face reality.
I know I'm not superman.
I'm just a plain, ordinary girl who has dreams that seem far-fetched.
I don't know.
Lost. Confused.



`BAOYI :] ♥